its been a long week and it just started.. Good greaf could this week get longer... Yesterday I realized some one I called a friend isnt a friend... Not cool. today I had to choose my husband over a friend. I will stand by my hubby, he was right the friend was not. My hubby is leaving friday for his first truck haul, and we have no money for him to eat on the road, My son seems to be having a hard time breathing as of lately damn his allergies. Im a simple person who tries to do right by others no matter where it sticks me. I try to save everyone I can in one way or another... Why am I the one that gets shit on all the time... Yes Im a bitch but I live for my friends, I was once told by a friend of mine a long time ago that if I needed her no matter what I could call her and if I needed her there she'd be there even if it ment she would have to lose her job. I'm the same way now, she showed me what a TRUE friend was.. for that im greatful, but im tired of being treated like shit.. I kinda wish I was back in High School because I was treated the same way until that friend stuck up for me and got me away from those people and showed me that its a good thing to be a bitch when its needed.. but now that I cant be a bitch I need to be retaught... Sigh
<3 life gets really crappy sometimes... but you will bounce back.
ReplyDeleteAnd fuck that "friend" if she wants to be a bitch and not act like a real friend then trust me you are way to good to have her in your life!
We are too old, too responsible, too good, and too busy with our own lifes and kids to have shitty people in our life.
yes very true
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