Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Everytime you told me


There were days you made me feel lower than life. Every time you told me I was a horrorable person i believed you, but now i know im not. Everytime you told me I was to unfit to become a mom i believed you, but now I know thats not true. Everytime you told me who every has a child with me is fucking stupid i believed you, but i now know thats not true. Everytime I cought you in a lie you told me I was stupid and a retard i believed you, but now I know that was a huge mistake to believe you. You made me think there was something wrong with me, but now I know thats not true. I've come to terms with myself it is now your turn. I'm not a horrorable person, not an unfit mother, the person I had a child with wasn't stupid for having a child with me, I;m not a stupid retard for knowing when you lied. I'm smart and I'm an amazing mother to my son. There were days you made me feel lower than life, but those days are now over, because I'm on top of the world and you are not..