Life

well lets start off by saying I'm sharing this for not pitty nor sadness, but just for more of an understanding of me and my life....
I was born 12-31-1985 at 11:58pm. My mother Sherry unknown father. I learned everything fast then. I was potty trained by 9 months old, running not walking nor crawling by the same age. On my first birthday I was beaten badly I was not expected to live(cheated life one). I had to relearn everything. My grandfather (dad) adopted me, and I was "his" by Jan 1, 1987... Him my grandmother and I moved to Arizona from New Jersey when I was two. My grandmother believed that children should be seen not heard. I was never allowed to do anything when i was younger, I wasn't even allowed to laugh. When I was 7 my grandmother left my "dad". She shipped me off to an aunts house while her and my dads best friend moved her out of my dads house, she took almost everything in his house though he bought EVERYTHING! I was about 10 when I started seeing her again, I was 16 when my dad didn't have to drop me off in a public place just so she would pick me up to go to her house. She changed I was able to laugh and what not with out getting yelled at.. with all of this my mother wasn't really ever there. She missed EVERYTHING important.
I met Mark at a party my two friends were throwing in 2005, he showed me the way i wanted to live. I now have the most amazing 3 year old ever! Though my life is stressful and tiring. When I was pregnant with Wyatt i had complications. I was high risk, had cysts, he had a kidney that was the size of a big lemon. I was in labor for almost 4days, and if my doctor didn't think fast both Wyatt and I would not be here right now (cheated life twice). Now my son is in and out of the hospital for his asthma. Come to find out he has an auto immune deficiency, they have no idea on what one it is.
I'm in school now and seriously debating on leaving it for the due fact I'm constantly afraid of what maybe going on while I'm gone. I'm not saying i don't trust the person who is watching him, because i do.... I left a lot of stuff out because this would be a longer post if I didn't do so...